Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Just Bummed

I just had an off day- I am feeling sorry for myself. I know that God loves me and wants the best for me and I am trying so hard to hold onto that. Somedays that is easy and days like today I just wish life would be done or easier. It didn't help that I felt like crap and then only 2 people from my church went to Perspectives- I was so excited to share that with them all, to share something that meant the world to me. I shouldn't take it personally and I want to trust that God called the people there who really needed to hear what the speaker had to say.
I am just full of bad crap today and pray that tomorrow is brighter and that I can stop looking only at myself and look to God's greater good in the world and in my life.

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